LOSING

assalamualaikum..

its hv been a long time since my last p0st..

ermmmm alhmdulilah just now i've finished with my grouping presentation..

anddd, now i was thnking of open the book and do some reading as we are hve our test on tomorrow..

stresss k0wwtt~~

=.-"

well well wht cn i sayyy~

tu dh mmg keje we all, student katenye..

hoohoho..

so now..

i not going to story bnyk on tht..

cuz for now, i couldn't thnk anythng at all for this moment..

i was so clueless..

thinking of theproblems tht i cn say the problem tu doesn't look like a problem to othrs.. but YESS to me..

lately nyy, i keep on thinking of the kemungkinan yg you gonna lost one of your bestfriend(kuasa2) just because of lack in comunication betwn you guys..  (T~T)

sometimes i personally thnk tht the person tu yg trying to avoid from me so sooo bad.. i donno.. and it feels sucks.. i not sure if people said yg the excuse of "banayak keje, busy kind of staff" is really true of alasan, but for me it's sometimes sounds fake.. 

I'm NOT SAYING YANG I X PERCAYA LANGSUNG, I JUST KADANG2 TERFIKIR IS IT BETOL OR NOT.. tu jee

as for me, tho i buzy mcm mane ponn, i'll try to get contct just for awhile.. ny, you buzy. sebulan x contct..  sometimes tu cn be the reason on perbalahan and somethng like tht..

i not asking you to 24/7 keep cakap to me, NO ! 

i just hope tht you faham2 laa.. sedih kadang2.. feels like im the only one terhegeh-hegeh begolek2 mencari untk berkawan bercakap dgn u..

susah nak cakap how am i feeling on this, cuz everytime pergaduhan occured, im the one who needs and HAVE to be blame on.. i laa yg mulakan gaduh, i la yng marah u, i laa yg unfriends you(*oo0ps) and banyak sangat..

im not looking and begging for anythng here, i just wanna kick all the unsatisfied feeling from my bloody evil mind..(maksudnye brain cleaning ke? andd thank you..

DOA KETIKA GUNDAH

اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَعُوْذُ بِكَ مِنَ الْهَمِّ وَالْحَزَنِ , وَالْعَجْزِ وَالْكَسَلِ , وَالْبُخْلِ وَالْجُبْنِ

“Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari keluh kesah dan rasa sedih, dari kelemahan dan kemalasan, dari sifat bakhil dan penakut